life of sorrow

i nod... we run for a few miles until i decide to slow down

i slow down once i see that she slowed down

i sit down stuck in a day dream

i lay down next to her and look up at her

i nudge him with my head

i laugh then say where are we going spirit?

only the world knows

oh well as long as im with you im happy.

i smile and say: u'll make a girl happy some day
;

I beam and say you think so? Then i say what would happen if Anik found out that you left?

yea i do

well what would happen if he found out?
(brb)

i shrug my shoulders and say: he'll prob think i betrayed him...

why?

because... i left without goodbye...

oh im sorry i know you liked him

i sigh: yea he was a good friend....

well im here for you

yes you are but sometimes... you need another...

i stand up and start walking

i grt up and start to follow her

i stop sudenly baring my teeth i start to growl

i realize she's not coming back... i felt like part of my was ripped off and burried.... she could've at least told me she was going... that might've eased the pain...

i stop and go what?

i growl quickly and quietly through bared teeth: run

i look at her and for the second time in my life i look scared but listen to her and start to run but not away but to Anik for help.